Most Beautiful Gift

I'm on my 7 weeks 6 days now.. 

First of all bersyukur with all the ketentuan yang Allah berikan. Semua Allah dah aturkan. No words can describe how I feel right now. Feeling bercampur, happy, bersyukur, takut, teruja, am I ready to be a mom? InsyaAllah harap semua dipermudahkan.

To me, making a baby not as easy as ABC, all I know is to plan for pregnancy before I really get pregnant. The first step I makan Acid Folic from Appeton, adalah dalam 2 3 bulan dah makan, tapi I bukan rajin pun, makan kalau ingat dan sempat je. Selain itu, eat a healthy diet, jauhkan dari makan benda berasid, nenas, jeruk pak ali favo tu terpaksa lupakan, air tebu. Susu pulak, I takde minum pun takut dengan gula berlebihan dan badan naik. 

Okay, let start with the beginning of the story.. 

Unconsciously, I was late about 12 days late, coz I memang regular cycle 28days. I push myself not too much expectation about this period late. But, since dah lewat sangat with uneasiness and discomfort feeling, sooo I decided to have test pack on September 15th.

I woke up early that day, because to have urine be tested, it should be the first urine sebab hormon waktu pagi baik untk sahkan. I keep remind in my mind and keep talking to myself "okay, ready whatever pun resultnya, tak nak sedih if negative, and pasrah pada Allah. even tho' if negatif ok takde masalah. Cuba lagi.. La hawla wa la kuwata ila billah". And so I did the test. I saw one bold stripe appear, suddenly, I saw another stripe appear.. but still it was thin line. hurm.. my face still flat that time.. and so after waited for about 3 minutes, that other stripe more and more clear and bold.. wow! seriously?? that test pack have 2 stripes?? but saya masih tak percaya, I did the test again. Memang standby beli 2 test kit. I saw 2 stripes again. 2 kali try, both result positive. Subhanallah.. I was shaking..and I ran to my-still-sleeping-hubby.. I woke him up, "hun, hun, tengok nih? while he still rubbing his sleepy eyes he answered, 2 line!! Alhamdulillah!! automatik terus Mr.Fand give me a hugs & kisses. Both of us happy sangat!! Mr.Fand told me besyukur dengan rezeki yang tuhan bagi.. ^__^

We went to the Poliklinik An-Nur, Presint Diplomatik Putrajaya, and have my uterus checked up.. Me and hubby was so nervous that time.. The doctor was very serious in checking up and searching for the fetus.. and suddenly she said, "Here you go.. this is your fetus.. still very tiny because your pregnancy still early".. Nampak ada kantung, rahim dah kembang and doctor confirmed I was pregnant. Mr.Fand and me sebak and almost cried to hear that, we were so happy.. holding hands.. Subhanallah.. and the doctor said that my pregnancy was 5 to 6 weeks. It was like half dreaming. Allah give us this precious gift on the perfect time for us. When we ready to be mama and papa. 

Being pregnant is one phase that I really looking forward right after we were married. And Allah gave us 1 year 5 months to get to know each other better, to prepare ourselves better to be parents. And when Allah said this is the time, then He gave us what we've waited for.. in our happiest time. Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahuakbar. Allah knows the best. Absolutely, He listen to our prayers, NO DOUBT! and Allah answer it at the best time. the best situation.

I'm sure in months to come, i'll be the one discussing which diaper is better, or which stroller I want to buy, all the baju baby, or which gynae I've met. lol. 

All my gratitude to the Almighty, for this bundle of joy, who will arrive in mid May 2013. Doakan keselamatan dan kesihatan baby and mama wawa. ^_^

 Wish me luck. :)